Sandpiper Island (The Bachelors Read online

  Also by Bestselling Author Donna Kauffman

  The Sugar Cookie Sweetheart Swap

  THE BACHELORS OF BLUEBERRY COVE SERIES

  Pelican Point

  Half Moon Harbor

  CUPCAKE CLUB SERIES

  Sugar Rush

  Sweet Stuff

  Babycakes

  Honey Pie

  HOT SCOT TRILOGY

  Some Like It Scot

  Off Kilter

  Unwrapped: “Santa in a Kilt”

  Let Me In

  A Great Kisser

  Here Comes Trouble

  HAMILTON SERIES

  To All a Good Night: “Unleashed”

  Kissing Santa Claus: “Lock, Stock & Jingle Bells”

  The Naughty List: “Naughty & Nice”

  UNHOLY TRINITY SERIES

  The Black Sheep and the Princess

  The Black Sheep and the Hidden Beauty

  The Black Sheep and the English Rose

  THE CHISHOLM BROTHERS SERIES

  Bad Boys in Kilts

  The Great Scot

  MEN OF ROGUES HOLLOW SERIES

  Jingle Bell Rock: “Baby It’s Cold Outside”

  Bad Boys Next Exit: “Exposed”

  Catch Me If You Can

  Merry Christmas, Baby: “Making Waves”

  I Love Bad Boys: “. . . And When They Were Bad”

  Bad Boys on Board: “Going Down”

  Sandpiper Island

  DONNA KAUFFMAN

  KENSINGTON PUBLISHING CORP.

  www.kensingtonbooks.com

  All copyrighted material within is Attributor Protected.

  Table of Contents

  Also by Bestselling Author Donna Kauffman

  Title Page

  Dedication

  ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Epilogue

  Author’s Note

  Create Your Own Indoor Miniature Water Garden

  Teaser chapter

  Copyright Page

  For DR. STEVE KRESS

  For all of the outstanding, worthwhile, and beneficial contributions you’ve made to wildlife conservation and environmental science.

  Most especially, for founding Project Puffin and bringing the Atlantic puffin population back to Maine.

  ACKNOWLEDGMENTS

  Thank you to Pete Nelson, the tree house man, whose abundant enthusiasm and creativity when it comes to tree house living is as educational and enlightening as it is charmingly contagious. Thanks to you, I’ve been eyeing that old oak tree in my backyard in a whole new way. Expect another call.

  And a very special thank-you to everyone at Audubon, the Cornell Lab of Ornithology, and the various and sundry organizations and support networks, many of them staffed by volunteers, who assist in seabird migratory monitoring and preservation efforts here in Maine, as well as in Newfoundland and Norway.

  Though some fictional license was taken for story purposes, I’ve tried to stay as true as possible to the data and information you’ve so graciously shared with me. May your valiant and dedicated efforts continue to reap rewards that benefit us all.

  Chapter 1

  If you ever truly cared about her, you need to do something.

  Ford Maddox stared at the message that had popped up on his laptop screen and scowled. When, exactly, had he lost command of his oh-so-carefully controlled world?

  He looked away from the screen, back to the entire summer migratory season’s worth of notes he was steadily working his way through, but it wasn’t so easy to turn away from the request. That only served to deepen the scowl. There was no question whom the note was in reference to. Not because he was aware that Delia was in need of something, particularly something he might be able to provide, but because, with the lone exception of the person who’d sent the message, there simply wasn’t anyone else it could be about.

  He’d come to Blueberry Cove to get a grip on his life, and on himself. At the time, those two things had been synonymous. He’d arrived in Maine having narrowed his life down to one person who required his care, one person whose well-being he was responsible for: himself. At the time, he hadn’t been at all certain he could even pull that off.

  That had been thirteen years ago.

  In the intervening years, he’d done everything in his power to keep that list from growing. He’d only been marginally successful where his work was concerned; any number of seafaring critters, both flippered and feathered, relied on him to preserve their continued existence. But where people were concerned . . . that population he’d maintained strict control over. No one gets close, no one gets hurt. Or dead. Simple math for the not-so-simple life he’d lived.

  Granted, the only thing bombing him these days were bird droppings, but it had been the real deal for enough years that he knew he could no longer be the go-to guy when things got rough. Not personal things, anyway. He had no problem being the guy in charge on Sandpiper Island. Out on his patch of rocky, sea-locked real estate, perched at the outer edges of Pelican Bay, the only battle he fought these days was the one against the relentless forces of nature.

  Other than the twelve weeks every summer when the annual crop of interns invaded his sanctuary to help study and record the various nesting populations, it was just him, the wind, the sea, and the tides. His troops these days consisted of a few thousand migratory seabirds, along with whatever harbor seals found their way to the tumble of boulders and rock that hugged his shores. That he could deal with. That was what he preferred to deal with. The animals he’d devoted his life to were simple creatures, relatively predictable and, most important, minded their own business. Human animals . . . well, that was an entirely different story.

  Getting involved in the personal matters of that particular breed, especially in a small town like Blueberry Cove, and even more particularly in matters of any kind that involved one Delia O’Reilly? “Pass,” he muttered under his breath, steadfastly ignoring the twinge in his chest. The Cove had saved his life, no argument there, but he was giving his life back to it, in the only way he knew how, the only way he could.

  Of course, if he were being honest, Delia had played a pivotal role in that rescue as well. And one thing he was, to a fault, was honest. Most critically with himself. The truth in this case, however, was that he definitely wasn’t the man for the job. Or any job that had Delia’s name on it. And he was pretty damn sure she’d be the first one to agree.

  He went back to the painstaking and often frustrating task of deciphering his notes on the recently completed nesting season, reluctantly looking up again when a ping indicated another incoming message.

  I’ve only known her a few months, Ford, and I can already state with fair certainty that she’s never going to come out and ask for help. Not from me, and most definitely not from you.

  “My point exactly,” he retorted, even though the note sender couldn’t hear him. He and Delia had a past, a distant and some might say a complicated one. They weren’t on bad terms. More like they weren’t on terms of any kind. Hell, he hadn’t seen or talked to her in . . . longer than he cared to figure out, much less admit. Because figuring it out would mean admitting he’d been intentionally avoiding her. Whi
ch meant there was something between them that needed avoiding. Only there was nothing between them. Good, bad, or otherwise. Other than her brother, and Tommy had been gone a very, very long time.

  That didn’t stop a mental scrapbook of photos from flipping through his mind’s eye. It had been quite some time since he’d thought about Tommy, at least in any specific kind of way. Tommy O’Reilly would always be with him, in the ways that mattered, every day. Over the past several months, however, memories of the most specific kind had popped up. Tommy, fresh out of boot camp, being assigned to Ford’s small platoon, and to Ford personally as his battle buddy. Tommy had been a few years older, but in all other ways, Ford had been the mature one, the one with more experience. In battle, and in life.

  Coming from a small town in the northern coastal reaches of Maine and being about the most unworldly person Ford had ever met hadn’t kept Private O’Reilly from being a cocky know-it-all around his fellow grunts. Around Ford, however, he’d been almost tongue-tied. Ford remembered how annoyed he’d been by that, especially since he’d done his damnedest to be more—how had his CO put it?—accessible. Less threatening. Ford had had enough self-awareness even then to know he was intense, focused, motivated. It was why he’d been groomed early on for the army’s special forces unit, the rangers. But he’d never threatened anyone. Well, not anyone on his side of the trigger, anyway.

  He forced his thoughts away from Tommy, away from the grinning kid who’d weaseled his way under Ford’s skin with wisecracks and sheer force of will and, eventually, even into Ford’s good graces. More shockingly, Tommy O’Reilly had managed to do the impossible. He’d found a way to be a friend. Ford hadn’t had many of them. A choice he’d made very early in life. Life, he’d discovered at a very young age, was simpler when you didn’t need people. Or even like them all that much. Especially in his line of work. Didn’t mean he wouldn’t have risked his life for O’Reilly, friend or not, battle buddy or not. He had. More than once. Tommy had saved his sorry ass, too, ultimately sacrificing his own while doing just that.

  It was for all of those reasons, as well as the ones that Ford had been careful not to examine too closely, that he’d accompanied Tommy’s body home to Blueberry Cove, intent on making sure his family knew he’d not only died a hero but a damn good soldier, and an even better human being. Those last two things didn’t always go hand in hand. Ford knew that to be true every time he’d looked in the mirror.

  Ford? I know you’re reading this because the little green dot is next to your name. If you don’t want me messaging you, then make yourself invisible.

  Ford tossed his pen on the desk, leaned back in his chair, and scrubbed a hand over his face, wishing he could scrub away the message screen and the voice he heard behind it just as easily. He’d spent the past thirteen years being deliberately invisible. He wasn’t used to anyone caring whether or not he was accessing the Internet, much less feeling compelled to communicate with him whenever the mood struck. The folks he needed to communicate with as part of his work knew that when information and data needed to be shared, he did so via e-mail or fax and responded in kind. Suited them, suited him, don’t fix what’s not broken.

  Don’t make me come out there.

  “Dammit, Grace.” Even as he barked the words, he felt the corners of his mouth briefly twitch upward. She was impossible to ignore when she wanted something and made a nuisance out of herself until she got her desired result. She’d been like that from the time she could stand upright and string more than two words together. She was a lot like him. In more ways than he wanted to admit, much less think about.

  One thing was certain, that name flashing on the screen next to the message bubble was exactly the reason he’d lost control of his carefully contained world.

  Grace Maddox. His baby sister. Not that there was anything baby about her these days. She might be thirteen years his junior, but she was thirty-two now, had a law degree, and was currently the proud new owner of an eighteenth-century boathouse she was converting into an inn. In Blueberry Cove. Where she’d moved, lock, stock, and stray dog, four months ago, specifically so she could be near her only family. Namely, him.

  Grace had been another one of those things he’d carefully removed himself from. He’d told himself at the time he’d done it for her own good, which, he supposed even then was something he’d known would come back to bite him on the ass. It was one thing to join the army at age eighteen, certain he was doing what was right for him, telling himself his five-year-old only sibling would eventually understand, and even be better off without him. Their mother had finally passed away, so he no longer needed to play protector, shield his baby sister from the disaster that was their only known parent. Neither he nor Grace knew who their respective fathers had been—it was unlikely their mother had even known—and he damn sure knew they were better off for that, too.

  The same friends who had been loyal to Sara Maddox the last few years of her life, for reasons that had never been clear to Ford other than some folks just needed to be needed, would see to Grace. That he knew, that he trusted. It had been the only thing he’d trusted back then. Not much had changed.

  It had been quite another thing, however, to see just how wrong he might have been on his first return home again. Grace had been shuttled around to quite a few of those caretakers in that short time, and though their hearts had been in the right place, and they’d managed to keep her out of the government-controlled foster care system, the result wasn’t all that different at the end of the day. It wasn’t the life he’d have chosen for her, thought he had chosen for her. He’d already re-upped for another four, though, and was heading into the kind of training that precluded toting along family members, so there hadn’t been a damn thing he could do to fix it.

  By the time he and the army had parted ways . . . hell, he could barely fix himself. By then it had been too late for him to mount any kind of rescue, and even if he could have, Grace had hardly needed it, not from the likes of him, anyway. She’d gotten herself through primary education, four years of college, and on into law school. She’d made something quite good out of the crap deal life had handed her.

  Staying away, letting her start her life on her terms, do things her way, had been the right thing to do at that point. He’d abandoned her, for God’s sake. Why the hell would she want anything to do with him? He’d taken the only chance he had, gone down the only path he’d seen available, to make a life for himself. She’d deserved no less than the chance to do the same. So, he’d kept track, but he’d stayed away. For her own good.

  You’re so full of shit, too, he thought, then and now. He reached out to flip the screen off, but his hand paused mid-reach.

  Both Maddox siblings had made their way in the world, chosen their own paths, but only Grace had had the balls to reach out for what she really wanted, for what really mattered: family.

  He curled his fingers into his palm and let his hand drop to the top of the desk, her words still staring him in the face. What he saw wasn’t the words, but her face, those eyes, that stubborn chin, the way she lifted one eyebrow as if to say “Seriously? You expect me to buy that?”

  Grace was his one weakness. When confronted personally, there was no way he could deny her anything she wanted. Even if what she wanted was to rebuild a relationship with him. But that didn’t change the fact that he sucked at it, that he was supremely uncomfortable with it, that allowing even the tiniest chink in his damaged and beat-up armor to be revealed was the single most terrifying thing there was for him, because being vulnerable in any way, on any level, put his carefully constructed new self at risk. He’d survived a lot, more than most men could and still lay claim to their sanity, if not their souls. He wasn’t sure he could survive letting her down. Again.

  She’d given him no choice in the matter. She’d simply shown up, made it clear she wasn’t going away again . . . and then she’d wrapped her arms around him, hugged the life out of him, and told him she loved hi
m. Loved him. After all he’d done. After all he hadn’t done. How was that even possible? He didn’t even know what the hell love was anymore.

  He only knew he couldn’t tell her no.

  And now she wanted to drag him into other people’s lives. Namely Delia’s. But while Ford owed a debt he could never adequately repay to his one and only sibling, he and Delia were square. Ford would figure out how to continue to manage his world and have his sister somehow be part of it, but he’d be damned if he’d open himself up to anything—or anyone—else. Delia knew better than anyone—anyone—even Grace, that that was, by far, the best for everyone concerned.

  He shoved his chair back and stood, too restless now to simply sit there and let the thoughts, the memories dive-bomb him like a sitting duck. He strode across the corner of the open loft space he used as an office and climbed down the ladder to the open space below that comprised kitchen, dining, and living area. He crouched down to check the pellet stove that squatted, fat and happily chugging out heat, in the center of the home he’d built himself, but it was going along just fine, which he’d known it would be since he’d just reloaded it that morning.